When I sit down at the computer to tap out a post, I often know what I will write about. I start with a post title and then hit the narrative or the poem or the video. This morning, I sit down with the idea of doing an "everyday" post since I haven't written in a while. I have only had a few sips of coffee, rather unmindfully, and so I only have a vague idea of what I will write. Thus, my title, and now, if you wish, follow along a strand of consciousness. There are no pictures.
Like many people, I have different personas all wrapped into one, and most of the time I keep them all together and whole and the unifying persona of responsible, competent, pleasant and balanced adult is what the world sees. A few close friends see my silly, wacky, childlike self. Occasionally, party girl comes out, and then there's humorless super woman, the meditator, the band geek, and others. Recently a few of these personas have made appearances.
For a couple of weeks in January, while the spouse was on a 2+ week work trip, I got to be a single parent. It was fun at times, although definitely more work doing the duties that are normally split between two parents, and it gave the teen and I a chance to have some nice time together (when he wasn't working at the ski center or spending time with his girlfriend). There were moments, however of humorless superwoman. She gets it done, but she is more tired and less interesting than she'd like.
This past week things got back to normal. Well, sort of. My semester at work started up again and when a new semester starts, it is like my campus goes from humming-busy to / light switch flipped warp speed. We'll be at this speed until mid-March when there is a week where the students mostly go away. The added excitement to my week is that a friend of mine who has played in a concert band in the next city over told me that they need flutes. That is something you almost never hear as usually there are plenty of flutes. I was, at one time, a good flute player. I haven't played with a concert band in 30 years, and this is a high caliber band. Kind of impulsively, I joined. I have a LOT of practicing to do to get my fingers back into shape. We rehearse one night a week. There are two concerts every spring and fall, and four in the summer. I will travel about 30 min. one way to get to rehearsal one evening after work each week. I had so much fun, I can't even tell you. I hope I can keep up and get back to where I need to be quickly. I really hope nobody finds out how rusty my playing really is.
This morning I promised myself I would go back to yoga. I haven't been to yoga on a Saturday morning in weeks... since before the holidays. Part of that was because of the holidays, and then the spouse's absence, and this morning, it is because I couldn't drag ass out of bed because I had not one but two vodka gimlets last night when we went out on the town to hear some live music and then dinner. I fell asleep watching television at 10:30 p.m. Party girl doesn't have the same capacity that she used to. It was, however, fun, and I do hope to get to yoga tomorrow afternoon.
Okay, that's all for now. The coffee cup needs refilling and I am getting ready to face the day. Chores, practicing, maybe some Netflix*, some food to cook and bread to bake. (*Current shows: Nurse Jackie, Broadchurch, and The Detectorists...) Have a great weekend. I hope to be back with music and poetry soon.